Lemon and lime

It is one ordinary Saturday afternoon: no calls, no chat mates, no dates to look
forward to. It’s not even a holiday! But it is a significant day for me. Each boring
day like this I get over with is one big step towards normalization. To not
even shed a tear or feel squeezing chest heaviness accompanied by vomiting is a
good prognosis. Sooner or later, I will stop all these negativity. As Dr. Q
said, no medication can cure rejection; it is only I who could cure myself. And
when this is done and over with, I hope I am wiser enough to not let my
guarding walls be smashed upon like that again. Good Lord, no! I learned
something from this, I hope he did too. At least, in my own little ways I have
been sincere and honest, and I hope he was too. I did not need any ample time to be who I am, I was
who I was at that very moment my doors were led open.
 

Did I tell you I sang a love song yesterday? And yes, it felt very good! What’s great about times like these is that I can’t wait to be uber happy again.