In the midst of loving and being unloved is a long line of painful truths. Despite our efforts to block the emotional chaos, change has to happen. Somebody has to inflict the pain, and somebody has to receive it whether or not one deserves each slap of indifference. I had no choice. I was too weak to refuse the excuse even if it was genuine love that I wanted to throw back. While my cultural and familial imperfections are emphasized, it occurred to me that even love can’t satisfy a hungry soul. It will never be enough for some people. But I apologize for this is all I can offer, my sincere self…
Pain and rejection are what made me inept. Soon, it is the same pain that would make me the coldest person.
