Lemon and lime

I am loving for the sake of love.

I know I am not enough for you. I know I should be more, thus the struggle to be better; a worthy lover to a point. I have searched for the possibilities, twisted the remorse into something beautiful, believed in what may be a pretense that this is what I deserve. My core has been wringed to the fullest, and yet you wanted more. My life, perhaps?

I am exhausted and bleeding, but I never stopped trying to be THE one for you. Hoping that one day, fervently praying, you would notice that I have been the sun shining brightly on you each and every morning. And you would want nothing else to fill your day but me. I could never wish for anything than that moment.

I surrender. Loving you has been the most difficult challenge God has bestowed me.