‘Coz when a heart breaks, it does not break even…
April 8, 2009 by ivy-baby
Yes, it is desolation that perplexes the need for two comforting hands and the hunger for freedom.
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She came up to me and hugged me tightly as if I was away for decades, but was only for one night. The boys looked up to me and asked how long I will stay with them this time… No amount of exhaustion can compare with their happy faces when I come home.
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There is so much to prove, so many expectations to meet. I want to say I am tired, but there is no room for selfishness.
I am clambering through the hills of uncertainty. If this is the right path to trudge, I am hoping the other side of the mountain is a good view of what is foreseen. If in case I am making the wrong decision, I still hope I would emerge being a better person for each part of myself I risk.
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Do not look out for happiness because it comes out naturally from you; learn how to build and emanate it … Remind me this everyday.
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At some point, I am made to feel when I am only needed, but unwanted.
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I have been fervently waiting. Waiting… Waitin… Wait… Wai… W…
